he looks so good in the sunlight.

and maybe it's his clear skin, the clear skin he boasts that he got from his mother, or maybe it's his hair, how it just looks nice on the top of his head, or maybe it's his eyes, looking softly at me for once.

or maybe--

maybe it's just him.

(and it's me, it's always me, falling in deeper and deeper into this ****** ocean called emotions until no one can pull me out.)