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Aidyl Ecarg Nella
Poems
Feb 2013
I can but actually I can't
I can do it myself
but I've allowed you to stay
I can't do it myself
and you've stayed anyway
my wrists won't hold me up
and my ankles are giving out
I can't open my mouth
but my eyes are trying to shout
I tried to not trust you
don't leave me again
you somehow did it,
got me to let you in
while my own body gives up
and only my pain is here
hopefully you stay
please don't disappear
I won't admit I need you
but I wish that you would
not tire of my aching
though I'm certain you could
hold my hands when my wrists can't
carry me when my ankles give in
hear me when I can't say anything
take me away from where I've been
I know you won't but I'm still deathly afraid.
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