Sometimes I drink by myself like too many do, maybe you, too when the wind blows like it does here on the coast when it’s clear and the light of dead stars come down to swim in your circle of blood while thinking back about the sisters of boys I used to run with, oh, you know we’d give our trigger fingers just to touch them again, but the war keeps seeping back into us like the poison that pours into our rivers and creeks from long gone cotton fields now paved where the clouds of those days are all that gets weighed in at the gin I swear, there’s a pattern to all of this like the weave of a tight skirt on a girl who I once fell in love with in school I went all crazy from watching her twist.