Is it too much to ask
That the love lasts forever?
must it always come to end
In horrific painful ways?
I gave you my best years
and my hopes and dreams.
You desecrated my trust
Taught me what it was to hurt
So much my heart was breaking
into shards that pierced what remained.
You destroyed everything I had
You pushed me off the edge
of sanity and reason.
Turmoil fills my days
I am besieged by the pain
With every breath I take.
Why couldn't you have walked away
The very first day we met?
I wouldn't love you this much
See you in my dreams
need you everyday.
I wouldn't ache when you push me away
worry myself to sickness
over what you want and need.
I wouldn't cry myself to sleep
Curse Cupid and the fates
Am tired of loving
it only brings hurt my way.
Oh but for blessed quiet
no more panicked plans
Rushed moments and time
I want to unknow everything
I have come to know with you.