Space I occupied in the past the present is much about the experience of reminiscing- what went before could never be re-grasped yet the images persist and time it seeks to overcome and outlast--
nothing would be gained as is commonly explained but how could a bird exist if its wings were clipped? I am the product cast and forged in the past could not otherwise be that something which is 'me'-
the present is the bridge spanning years gone to what has become an amalgam that goes on to un unknowable outcome and I couldn't but think that time is a man-made phenomenon that exists in my imagination and I so often ask: am I but an orchestration of a nameless and cold continuum?
I am not dead so I drift and live doubting if I were not a phantom in a realm beyond body and mind reality is not easy to grasp even harder to believe.