Someone once said that
  Being asked "Why are you depressed? Life is beautiful!"
     Is like saying "Why do you have asthma? There is so much air!"
       Depression is not "I feel sad because..."
          Depression is "I can't feel happy"
              I think I'm afraid to be happy
                 Because whenever I get too happy,
                    Something bad happens and
                       It's like they care, but then in reality,
                                They don't.