The monsters don't live under the bed or in the closet anymore. They live inside my head. They feed on my heart. They still scare the living **** out of me. Maybe now, even more so then when I was little. Because when I was young, mommy or daddy could make them go away; check behind the closet doors...peek under the bed. Give me a kiss, tuck me in, and my fears would melt away. But now that Iv'e grown up, I have to face the monsters alone. Mommy and Daddy can't calm my fears anymore. I face the monsters by myself; and Iv'e never been so afraid.