I sat shivering in your frigid car With rain like tears trickling down my face You reluctantly asked me what was wrong So I just sat there and lied because if I opened my mouth I would blame you I would tell you that itβs your fault Iβm crying Because you were the first to teach me to love a man that will never love you back You were the first man that let me love you just so that I could be let down with neglect You taught me to tag along side men To follow them until they notice me To call even if I got rejected continuously forcing dry conversation Allowing them to step all over me with rebuff You your self walk around loving other woman more then your daughter so how can I expect other men to choose me over someone else father