i see numbers in my head
much like a kaleidoscope
except they're all numbers in my head

turning and twirling
transforming from one to another
and widening and lengthening

what these numbers mean, i do not know
yet every time i close my eyes
they'll appear, i should know

i want to find a meaning
and a reason
but until now, nothing appears
only questions and marring

i have not slept
in a long time
or maybe i sleep
i don't know
numbers, numbers everywhere
i close my eyes and they're always there