I have no where to go when I'm lonely and sad. Even my mind has no escape. Go to your "happy place". I imagine; big beautiful beaches, boats at the bay, star skies in the dessert, waterfalls and rainbows and the sun setting then rising. No, no, no! They are imaginations, they don't work. I get nothing out of this so called "happy place". They don't make me happy and from now on I want it all to be real. No imagining, my happy place should be as real as slavery, homophobia, climate change and racism.