Ya know, sometimes I wonder
If I were to end it all, one way or another,
Whether pills, knots, knives or a gun,
Would I still go to heaven?
And if so, is there a downside to suicide?
If heaven's a painless place,
A free place, I see no downside.
Maybe I should save my closest friends before I go.
On the off chance I'd be seeing them again soon.