lately, there's been a boy who's been in my mind for days been around me for seven years and more some days, i think i love him other days, i think he loves me sometimes, i think i don't other times, i think i'm just talking to myself telling myself all of that could be true
he's in love with someone else, that much is true and i'd be lying if i said i wasn't sad because of it even though i have no right to it makes me wonder if i really do love him or if i just love being around him calling him mine even if it's not the way he calls her "mine"
these days, he loves me, looks at me as if i really am the one makes me listen to his favorite songs listen to his soul talks to me like he wants to tell me everything everything about him
is it true? tell me, is it? or does it actually matter? do i love him? or do i not? do i want to love him? and if so, why so? loving him, and loving what could be him are two different things and yet, are so alike
love is odd, love is strange he is odd, he is strange i am, too, i am, too
he confuses me, in more ways than one i wonder if i confuse him, too.