I am. Afraid. I am afraid of getting any older, and still accomplishing nothing of note. I am afraid that I will let my family down. I am. Afraid. I am afraid that I am wasting my time. I am afraid that I will alienate the people I love. I am afraid I will lose them. I am. Afraid. I am afraid that I am dishonest with myself. I am afraid that there are sides of me that I can't control. I am afraid that I will change for the worst and not be the best version of myself. I am. Afraid. I am afraid if I bite my tongue anymore it will fall off. I am. Afraid.