i am, therefore i am a to be but to be what? to be what, i ask? i am a to be, and to be a to be means i am a will be but will be what? what will i be? and if i am to be a will be, i will have to have been a won't be what have i not been if not being? and if i am both a will be and a won't be, i will have to have been a never be what will i never be? what will i never have been? because i am a will be and am to be a have been and a haven't been and a have done and a haven't done what have i if not to be and to have been? i am, therefore i am a to be what am i but a to be to be forgotten?
and i don't want to be a have been to be forgotten (If you get it, you get it; if you don't, you don't.)