The past it haunts me,
Its always swirling in my head,
Even when I'm in bed,
Its there when I think,
Its there every time I blink,

Can I get away,
Maybe it will be today,
Your decision scares me,
You left when I needed you most,

I cry so hard at night,
But I will continue to fight,
I mean I'll be alright,
It was just a bad dream right?