What do I want?
I'm still mourning over my loss
You're never coming back
Do I stay in my state of comfort?
Not venturing outside of my depressing globe
Or do I see to brake the barriers?
Even your silence leaves me breathless
I should have never thought of you
I know, & I knew, that it was never you
I know in my heart it's not you
So why can't I make up my mind?
Why haven't I cleansed my clothes of your scent?
I give up!
I surrender into the silence, gorgeous!
I'm tired of making love to your memory!
I'm escaping this stratosphere
& I will find you

I am everywhere.