Cut deep into the inside of my arm with the sharpest blade. Drag up from wrist to elbow and release. Dark. Shiny. Red black wells up, flows freely. Rolls down my arm so hot in this deep cold. Drips from my fingertips splattering onto the stones. Each drop forming into a perfect snowflake. Instantly frozen. I knew I was beautiful.
Lie down. Cold hard metal bites into my back. Blood streaming onto the rails. I can feel them start to vibrate.

Ecstasy