My juxtaposition to your heart... Just short of right and just left of leaving... This fascination...distant adoration... Trailing off into the distance...despite my own persistence...going...going...gone... You see...Yours was a velvet touch... smooth against the skin of my soul... My lips raw from your sandpaper kiss...once riveting... Now... remorseful hue... morose shade of blue...defunct me and you... My own sweet type of primal bliss...you...audaciously exist...within me... As I the ribbon...the strand... NO...the last straw... Am wrapped around your finger...linger... flail...fight...then make tight...our binding... Intertwining... Bound by our brittle bias... And you... pious... feel the need to mediate...to delegate... NO...dominate... Our love... You... an anomaly...of the not right variety... Build...gather...house the mire ...selfishly... misty moments... memories My pain protruding...while eluding...my acute identity... Pregnant with grief...disbelief...I strain... Laboriously to free you... Giving birth to the rain... of emotions... And OUR storm rages on... A weeping...seeping semblance of love... Circling the drain of our destruction...