even though we aren't in each others lives anymore, i will forever love you. years after our departure, i spent regretting and contemplating going back to you. but i'm happy i didn't. i'm happy that i let you go. i remember feeling like a balloon floating into the sky on that day. whenever i see plants at the store, i'll feel the corners of my lips twitch, knowing and still remembering how much you loved them. there are still times and i think there will always be times where i'll want to go back to you, where i want you to hold me and tell me that it'll be okay. but that can't happen. too much has happened and we've out grown each other. because that's what it was, we outgrew each other.