but most of the time i am thinking i'm thinking thinking thinking boy do i think like about how tomorrow i am going to be around a bunch of people i am pretty sure don't like me or when someone will notice that i listened and did exactly as they asked and i worry about whether or not the people at work even want me there whether or not my friends even want me even like me
i sleep sometimes but most of the time i think
i think a lot. like too much and i don't think people around me understand. like yeah i may talk a lot but it goes deeper than that. to the point that i can't sleep.