once in awhile I go outside n’ stargaze i look in the sky n’ I wonder why you left me. was it silly mistakes or the risks I had yet to take, to this day I’m still not sure. because the moon is quite cold, n’ it turns a shoulder, i'm often left unheard.
the moon and I have this thing where I tell it my soul n’ it acts like it isn't listening. when I go back inside n’ close my eyes, it weeps for me. it cries for my pains, and my lesser days, the ones where I give up on trying. i know all of this because the moon and I are friends n’ friends never get away with lying.
i care for many, n’ in return I get no thought. i don't want to think about you, but my mind wanders a lot. you’d never see this because we never truly bonded. the love just wasn’t there, n’ I don’t care what you say, you never cared to find it.