I have a disease It's nickname's MS Take a look at my brain All you'll see is a mess Catch me on a good day You'd swear nothing is wrong But it pops in my head Like a reoccurring song Legions on the left side Legions on the right Wakes with me in the morning Sleeps with me at night When it gets mad Oh, it lets me know It takes over my body Likes to put on a show Maybe can't walk Maybe can't see This is just a taste Of life in misery The pain hits quick Within a blink of an eye Just before you know it My body says its goodbye Everybody's watching But no one can speak I hate to put them through this I hate to see them weep Such an awful tragedy Has came into my life I wish my hands would listen And grab the fork and knife When will it stop The MS will decide As of right now It's an inevitable ride Give me my steroids All the drugs I can get I need the pain gone And for my mind to forget My mind thinks clearly While my body shuts down As I lay here and watch All my body parts drown Waiting for the day When I'm back in control It can take my body But never take my soul We sit here and wait Cause that's the game Experience one episode You'll never be the same Then the day comes My pain, it subsides My body, my brain Starts to coincide I'll have to relearn Things I've been taught This part right here Makes me distraught Sooner or later I'll be back to me That wouldn't be possible Without the Tysabri For now I have something To help me get through Forget for a while What I know is true Then I start thinking "I'm winning the fight!" "I'm beating MS!" "I'm feeling alright!" Then I start questioning How could this happen to me Which life I live Is my reality? I woke up this morning And I can't tie my shoe Here it goes again Da ja vu.