As I hold your hands and look into your eyes, it makes me realize, that the life I lived before you wasn’t worth living. I see a future of us getting married, buying a house, and having children. With you I feel like happiness is not only in reach, but in my hands. The irony of the situation causes me to just not look AT you, but see THROUGH you and embrace the heart that you have given to me. And as the end of me nears and I think back to all my fears, none of them were as great as losing you.