Before tonight, whenever your name was mentioned a smile would instantly be triggered, a smile longer than an old country road Not only a smile as long as the old road, but this road was filled with nothing was happiness and what I thought, brought the best out in me while going down this old road tonight, came along with a hole of course tonight one of those holes has truly hurt me this hole just didn't make my body jolt and make my seat belt get tighter, but THIS time, I feel as if i had swallowed a rock from the road and which is now stuck in my throat and my heart has been ripped out of my chest This particular deep hole in the road would accurately describe how my heart looks at the moment the cold hard truth of it, is that i will continue down this road knowing another hole is to come I've thought about taking an alternate route, but remembering the perfect memories of the old road draws me back