Victory is the word of the brand new year Where I have sworn no more crying, no tears things will happen, I've seen when you pray when you let God mold you like you are His clay I tried slutty and drunken and crying all night I tried sober, and hard work, and thinking just right I tried forcing my mind to think the right thoughts because if you think just right, it will bring you lots I tried reading every piece of hope I could find I obsessed and analyzed everything in my mind Then finally I sat down, and I just let it go There is no possible way that we can just know What will happen to us in this life full of pain Only God can turn it into a life full of gain I looked up to the Heavens and asked Him to speak I told Him I couldn't, that I am too weak He calmed and brought such peace into my heart He lead me to read His word, just this one part He faithfully answers our prayers with awesome deeds it was right there, so plain, He knows all my needs He told me again and again to believe and that if I could do that, then I would surely receive so this is the year that my victory's sure no more sitting and slouching and acting demure there is a time for meek and patience and calm and there's a time to believe and to act very strong when there's faith in your heart it just comes right out gives strength to body, lifts your head, ends your pout last year was painful, I couldn't do it again God put me through fire to save me from my sin I don't know what my word of the year was last year but I know now I like better what I see in the mirror This year I know, I just feel it deep inside that victory will come but not because I tried It will come because God has told me it's so and He's always faithful to His promises, this I do know. So He prompted me to tell you all this little story to inspire you all to your own year of victory