I can't feel anything.
Terrible things are happening
but I can't feel anything.

No pain,
no sadness,
no happiness.

I'm just there staring blankly.
Feeling my numbness.

I'm smiling but it's just a ****** movement.
No emotion,
just a blank smile.

No tears came out from my eyes.
I don't know.

I need to find a way to get rid of this numbness.
I looked around and found a sharp blade.
I slowly looked at my wrist and said,
'Maybe this is the way.'
I slitted my wrist,
cutting in my skin,
my flesh,
my veins.

In a split seconds a gush of fresh blood came out from my wrist.
A stream of tears fall from my eyes.
'I succeed, i'm not numb anymore.'
I said to myself.
Slowly I close my eyes,
and darkness enveloped me.
'I'm gonna rest now.'
I said then gasp my last breath.