I am. The one who stands tall and proud. The one who doesn't have a care in the world. The one who makes everyone laugh The one who is always smiling..... But is that really me? I cry myself to sleep.....I dont even eat..... My heart is closed because I cannot trust anyone. To think I feel this pain.....To hate every inch of my skin......I may seem ok to you but.......i guess its best not to judge a book by its cover.