I want to drown Drown in the sound of your voice Voice I hear resounding in my head Head that is filled with a million thoughts Thoughts that stem from unanswered questions Questions that fear responses Responses that that will never fulfill me Me who sits constantly talking to myself Myself who is my greatest enemy Enemy of my heart Heart which is pulled deeper Deeper into pain Pain which is caused by refusing to let go Go where I know I shouldn’t Shouldn’t lead myself on On to what ifs What ifs that I know are impossible Impossible yet seem so real in my dreams Dreams that refuse to let me see reality Reality that I don’t want to believe Believe that the past is behind us Us which will never be Be what I imagine it in my head Head that holds the secrets of my heart Heart which won’t go of you You which let go of me Me who can only rely on I