why? did you fake everything? was it me? where you not happy? did other people bring you to this? is there someone else? did i annoy you? do you know you hurt me? did it hurt you too? did you really mean it? was it for the popularity? did you want something else? was i not enough? are you going to come crawling back? do you know that i'm crying myself to sleep? was i a joke? did my past affect it? could i have stopped it? could i have done something differently? did you want to hurt me? is there someone else? how can i stop hurting? why does it have to be like this?