37, claiming Heaven Finding Kevin Denouncing Gen Drinking Gin Pain and Suffering in my body How can I see find my right lane? Liver bad but I'm glad Wish i had more support form my mom and i wish my dad 151 caused me pancreatitis Rap gave me headaches not hepatitis Clean but ***** mind So deformed my each and every time I lie and say I'm one of a kind Meanwhile I played Daddy to kids Wasn't with this girl but i gave her **** But now i feel like a ** no high heels Too scared to tell people exactly hkw i feel I'm done playing house I'm done playing with myself When I'm scared of finding love to love myself But at least i found peace beyond the misfortunes I cashed life in now I'm banking on my fortune