I’ve never been the best father Too depressed to bother Scarred by a selfish mother Who ran away with her lover I’ve repressed and smothered Marred emotions under my vest I’ve regressed Heart beat has been altered That ******* shrink doctor Thinks it’s my brain and not my chest Pushing pills I can’t digest To a therapist I confessed A quest to slit my wrists My sheets a ****** mess Blessed smile not distressed Body turns an ashen color For the best little daughters