And if I'm being honest
I think I'm getting bad again
I've been zoning out a lot
It's getting harder to look in the mirror
I pull at my skin and frown
It's harder to get up in the morning
I've been counting how long it's been
If it's more than 2 months it's bad again.
Depression.
I don't deserve it right now
I have everything I want
Everything I need
Why am I getting bad again...

~Emma Rose