You chase and chase. Unttil you find yourself second choice. When there's no need to be.
You holds the key to in their life. Where you wants to be?
When you were available to be number one. They didn't see you there. Only when the one they wanted didn't care. Then they wanted you near. Talking about the things you could share. Which means you were second choice.
On, who they wanted to love.
Think hard. Think good. Will that make you happy? Being a second choice lover.