To wrap up my year with Christmas cheer sounds like Hell. And you can take my word for it too I know what Hell is like now I’m no grinch, I mean carols starting after thanksgiving is interesting but I’ve always felt that way. This year the holiday is bleak, and grey The spark that was there is gone Tainted traditions, filled with great memories There just memories that arnt coming back Our bed beside the ping pong table in the basement that grandpa fashioned from random wood to make a frame. Finally made into a bed....... but no way will I rest my head there anymore. I’ll stay away instead I want my peace back I want my heart back