It's the feeling of knowing and refusing
The feeling of winning while I'm losing
The feeling of hellos' masked by pride
The feeling of desperately trying to hide
It's the feeling of hearing and not seeing
The feeling of seeing and not believing
The feeling of crying myself to sleep
The feeling of secrets I cannot keep
It's the feeling of a future I had imagined
The feeling of a future I had been handed
The feeling of refusing to let yourself cry
It's the feeling of saying goodbye