Torn from my family 3 girls a boy and me  
.Like a branch ripped from a tree and thrown into this river misery.
Help is everywhere and help is nowhere. You call out to God but empty air. So much despair I'm losing my care. I'm walking thru life with an empty stare. The laugh you hear, that smile you see is simply not me. Only distant remnants of who I used to be, Phantom me an empty soul, Phantom me a man with no spirit or place to go. This empty vessel is drifting fast in need of rescue before another big crash