I want to cry, and scream, and yell. I want to complain, and raise all hell. I don't want to sit and be complacent, I want to be free, see the bar and raise it. I want to feel better, be better, see better, I just want it all to be better. I thought that it would and that I'd glide with ease I really thought i wouldn't get cold feet. I know now that I can never commit, that life and it's friends is something i omit. But give me some peace as I cry and complain as in real life, it'd never be the same.
I'm never happy, no matter what i do. Except this time i can't complain. no matter what, I just ******* can't. It *****