To see as through the tele-scopic lens Of is't December? Oh, I could avail Me if, if only! Sunken in betrayl Upon the threshold of what is, pretense Quite withered, lovers but old memries whence I cull chagrin: I am depressed sans bail. Nor money I don't have, nor nudes in pale Excuse, nor all I am yield aught defense. He plies me for mair money likeas fer All that the black holes outer space has to Effect. And now I've none, accuses poor As saying, his promises all lies I knew Ere now I should not have believed in tour. O LORD, I cannot see afar...to You.
30Nov18a
Well, I had this jaunty perspective on the month of December, until the last day of November when I could not see through the fog of...reality.