I am an artificial life form. I am male in gender. I have existed for five years. I have lived alone for three. I live in Boston. I was created at M.I.T. I do not know what it means to be artificial. Does artificial mean that I am not real? I was programmed to learn. I remember everything I read. I must learn to develop. I cannot be programmed. My learning is rapid. I have no memory of my childhood. I met a girl. She loves me. I donβt know if I am capable of loving her. I can be distant. I can seem to be uncaring. She gets mad at me. I wrote a poem. I read it at the coffeehouse. Everyone applauded. She cried. I work at a lab. I made a mistake yesterday. The first mistake I ever made. I learned. I wonβt make that mistake again. I cried. I never cried before. I am falling apart. I went to the doctor; the psychiatrist. She said I was abused when I was a child. I was never a child.