I want to look at you but I find myself with closed eyes, staples sewn against eyelids and crimson stains this dialect of innocence.
I am tired of crying pretty for people, as if my sadness manifested through poetry is only acceptable because I transform life into art, paintbrush to verses, transparency to kaleidoscope and all the waterfalls in the world could never drown dead bodies as if rose petals camouflage graveyards.
I want to be alone. Alone with someone, as if my mouth remains wide open filling with rainfalls of hypocrisy, and if someone were to steal my soul I'd hide myself inside their treasure chest.
I don't know what to do - when my name falls off lips and into my million mile stare. Clouded with the distance and even so, I am so tired of running from their kisses against my neck, gold chains against my flesh, and if the sky could water our grave, I still wonder whether roses could grow again.
Let me crawl inside your skin, as I do not see beauty in people rather muscle and bone, always draining the marrow as if I could continue finding pulses of summer within this heartless winter. I always build walls and given a ball and chain I will hold you like a hostage - you're my Stockholm, I am the syndrome, and this is us between the distance and a one time message because Mercury is falling through my bedroom ceiling, and the stars above remind me that despite the darkness, we are still here through the distance.