Variations of your lies
Mixed with ultraviolet lights.
The last time you looked me in the eye.
I should’ve known.
Now I’m on my own.
Wouldn’t have it any other way.

The train went by so fast.
Not even a flash.
Broken souls.
Nothing more.
Cold nights.
Hidden signs.
You were never really mine.
It’s hard to sleep at night.
I see her in my dreams.
I feel the burn crawling up my nose .
Temporary pain relief.
Thoughts detached  from one another.
I lost you in never ending spirals.
But I had to break the cycle.
You’ll try to find me in another.
Failure every time.
Losing yourself until you cry.
Cant blame me
I tried.