tears streaming down my face,
my heart aching,
i ask everyone,
"how do you live?".
the lump in my throat never seems to go down.
the growing and growing sadness in the pit of my stomach and in my heart and contaminated every part of my body.
my body hurts when i try to move it
and my lungs don't feel like expanding anymore.
i'm at the end of a line.
so,
how do you live?