she has no motivation and feels nothing but sadness that made her scared doctors said she needs help for what? she asked herself how was she going to take the news? she was told she was depressed depression was something that her dad denied she had she wants drugs or pills to stop the feeling of emptiness but they tell her sheβs too young for the anti-depressants that everyone gets when they feel the way she does she wants to die asking why she is still alive?