timidity, and anxiety, always thinking someone’s after me doubt, and worry, always stressing about things I can’t see troubles, and trials, distresses of life that always keep me down hardships, and concerns, the things in life I fear I never learned fright, and unease, the things that keep me down at night on my knees watching, and waiting, everything and everyone seems so aggravating so hard, so long, this uncontrollable feeling of fear that keeps me from moving on.