I want you forever
Not just momentarily
It may seem selfish but I need you
Your the only one who hasn't manipulated me
You never lied
Or tried to use me
You were my best friend
No one has compared to you
I don't know why but
It was always you
My whole life
All I wanted was love
And I found it with you
With you I never have to try
To be someone I'm not
My heart wants you
You were always more
Than a friend or boyfriend
You we're my survival
My future
I've only been happy in my life with you
Because Joshua you know it was always you
Through all my mistakes
Through all the bad choices
One thing stayed the same
I loved you
I still do
Forever
And Always.