Nov 2018
you talked to me just now
after weeks of pretending i didn't exist
you asked me if i am okay
i am
don't worry about me
"you look upset"
trust me
i'm not
stop acting like you care
i haven't looked into your eyes
since the day you broke up with me
you held out your arms
like you were waiting for a hug
but i just looked down instead
i told you i had to go
and you hesitated
then decided to walk with me
i thought we were strangers
but talking to you was still so easy
we went our different ways
and you said we'll talk later
no please don't say that
i know you better than anybody
every time you come back like this
it means you're trying to pull me in again
you won't succeed
you treated me like ****
but i still loved you
and there's always going to be
a small fraction of my heart
that still loves you
you were my first everything
my first real relationship
my first kiss
but it doesn't mean i want you back
i don't love you anymore
after weeks of pretending i didn't exist
you asked me if i am okay
i am
don't worry about me
"you look upset"
trust me
i'm not
stop acting like you care
i haven't looked into your eyes
since the day you broke up with me
you held out your arms
like you were waiting for a hug
but i just looked down instead
i told you i had to go
and you hesitated
then decided to walk with me
i thought we were strangers
but talking to you was still so easy
we went our different ways
and you said we'll talk later
no please don't say that
i know you better than anybody
every time you come back like this
it means you're trying to pull me in again
you won't succeed
you treated me like ****
but i still loved you
and there's always going to be
a small fraction of my heart
that still loves you
you were my first everything
my first real relationship
my first kiss
but it doesn't mean i want you back
i don't love you anymore
to an ex boyfriend
