It might be dark because sometimes we just try too hard, so just let things happen and lightly cope with them while carrying no baggage... and remove the have-not's and the can-not's and the do-not's from your mind because they can be a real grind.
Under the sun you can shine and at nightfall you can glow if you let your beauty shine from inside out and if you erase the will-not's and the may-not's along with the might-not's .
Release from your brain the could-not's along with the would-not's and the should-not's if you ever expect to gain anything good in this life, and finally you have to remove from your mind and your heart along with your life all of the am-not's that you have allowed to hold you back and especially that one thought of I am not good enough.
First decide what you truly want then decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it and know that if you love life you might be surprised at how much life will love back and how things will just seem to get back on track.
To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven but don't forget that the earth delights to feel your bare feet but never stop seeking the meaning within yourself and your purpose in the world. Jon York 2012