Rest, Sleep, Excersice Drugs, Pills, Therapy A chemical imbalence in the brain My will lost Do others really understand We don't care I know people will be sad I know my family cares I know they will miss me But what about others
Others could care less A week later their interest is lost They stop remembering They didn't know you Maybe they did But they dont care
BUT I DO!
What will crumble What will die What will stop Who will be hurt Who will care Does anyone really care Because if they live What does it matter if I..
I want someone to truely care Not because I'm ****** up in the head But because I exist
No matter what you own How much money you have Who you're married to Or dating What you drive Who you're related to What you do
It doesnt change the fact that I'm
I'm not suicidal I just dont care anymore I just wish the whole world could just disappear And I wish to my hearts disire That everything and everyone could freeze That time would stop Except for me So I could live my life without lives pressure No appointments No expectations No laws or rules No worry about What people are thinking of you
I could sit alone with no hastle or rush or time restraints With my thoughts of them and me And what life could be
But sooner or time will resume I just wish I could control when
Most like me want the same But choose and less sleep Not one they can resume Because stopping time is impossible I guess so is gaining back my will to live
I know others are worse And you stab me in the darkest of nights But all I want is someone to listen You attack me when I can sleep Whether its at night or on a bridge All I want is for you to stop but then I feel empty And what's the use of that At least when I'm depressed I feel pain And sorrow but in day to day life All it is is fake smiles and lies That all I am is tired Because with depression and fatigue All you want is the same thing Sleep I just wish for the day I say I'm tired You'll say no your not Lets talk I cry in pain when you walk away But understand you dont understand Many wonder why I'm always so sad but The truth is I'm not I do get little sleep but that doesnt effect me anymore I have to stand there smileing looking down acting Tired as I'm truely just hiding the tears You say oh okay and walk away Its happened a million times Each time it rips off 1 piece of what I'm hanging onto But I only started with 100 1,000,000 to 100 is a huge difference Yes now all they do is rip a piece of nothing but they take it anyways Because thats what people do They take and take and take and take and take and take and take Until you have nothing but then they'll still continue To destroy you and why Because
Because is all you'll get from them There's NOT A ******* REASON I have asked I have asked a tormentor before Why? He sat there looked down and couldnt come up with A SIGNLE ******* THING Silence is the answer So what is the reason I don't know
But what IS the reason Fathers leave their own children Other humans attack other humans physically, verbally and especially mentally People steal money a family in need truely needs People break into peoples houses People attempt suicide People live Live
Whats the reason People die People bully or harass People expect A ****** MUSICIAN TO KNOW WHAT THE GOSH FORSAKEN NAME OF A ******* GENERAL OF SOME STUPID WAR THAT HAPPENED 200, 300 YEARS AGO
There's flaws in mankind Some accept them Some play neglegence Some try to fix them
But in Acceptance theres many ways to accept mankind is mankind Accepting it for what it is Accepting it and moving on Accepting it and providing input Or help Accepting it in death After all thats why we all came here isnt it? To die.