beads of sadness drip down the side of my face my lungs are drowning in that blue smoke my body slows to match my heartbeat i'm sorry my superpowers are back if you don't know, i can control the weather everything i feel matches the outside and i'm sorry it's pouring down rain raindrops like little wrecking ***** when they hit the ground with force a wall of rain so dense you can't see and if you couldn't tell that's the way i feel inside constantly i'm sorry if it starts flooding i'm sorry if the wind picks up i'm sorry if a tornado destroys everything around me i'm sorry. i can't control the storm that's already inside of me i may not be able to control this hurricane outside so please take shelter please don't let me hurt you there is too much sadness inside of me to handle at one time