Symbolism set before my eyes was never captured well Every mitch-match color-washed mistake was one that went unnoticed Before me now, I have to choose, Do I stick with the ultra misunderstanding, Or do I learn to accept the way of the world? Do I fight for what has been living inside, Or let fate show things good and new? These days, I'm reteaching myself how to form memorable bonds It beats sitting alone, Reliving the old ones Returning to past lives and past states, When It's tearing out the senses, And replacing them with tales, Some of which aren't even my own, Some of which never happened, And will never occur